A friend i had known since the last 6 years , all of a sudden decides to leave this world without mentioning any reason to do so. Yes, this is what i get to know yesterday evening while having my lunch , that this old friend of mine is no more. I couldnt believe what i heard, my ears were decieving me, i asked again , is it true? are you sure? how did you get to know about this?
This isn't easy for any person who was close to her to accept the fact that the girl who never stopeed, who was so restless, so energetic, so full of life, would do something like this- commit suicide. Or we only saw what she showed us. Maybe deep within she wanted someone who would care for her, who would be there for her whenever she needed a shoulder for support.
I had fights with her, i had best times with her, she was one of my close friends whose glowing face used to enlighten my whole day. Meanwhile when i was still in a trauma about her death, my parents try to pacify me by saying that this happens a lot, its not a new thing, face it, stop crying like a fool.
My periodic tests are going on , and oh, i forgot to say, i am in Std. 11th CBSE, so yeah i didnt have an option but to read. I was fine this morning , but the moment i imagined about the school, i was in tears. i just couldnt control myself, i could see her laughing and dancing as she always used to, then i give my test , which went pretty good.
But now comes the part of my school. Almost every teacher is aware by the fact that a student commited suicide but my great school can't even afford a 5 minute silence for her. I mean , aren't we talking about humanity everyday? seeing videos of humanity and being Aww.., doesnt create humanity in us, it speaks through our actions. The least i could expect from this shitty school of mine was to atleast consider her presence in this school all these years, she was an old student, doesnt the school has this much duty? Suicide isnt a thing to be set as an example, but not even paying respect to the person is just cruelty.
Not only this, Rumours.. that is the least you can afford to hear to at this moment. Many think that she had a boyfriend, some say she commited suicide doe to stress, her close friend says it was because of a guy. The least we can do is not pollute the image the girl had, and respect her no matter what her ways were.
This isn't easy for any person who was close to her to accept the fact that the girl who never stopeed, who was so restless, so energetic, so full of life, would do something like this- commit suicide. Or we only saw what she showed us. Maybe deep within she wanted someone who would care for her, who would be there for her whenever she needed a shoulder for support.
I had fights with her, i had best times with her, she was one of my close friends whose glowing face used to enlighten my whole day. Meanwhile when i was still in a trauma about her death, my parents try to pacify me by saying that this happens a lot, its not a new thing, face it, stop crying like a fool.
My periodic tests are going on , and oh, i forgot to say, i am in Std. 11th CBSE, so yeah i didnt have an option but to read. I was fine this morning , but the moment i imagined about the school, i was in tears. i just couldnt control myself, i could see her laughing and dancing as she always used to, then i give my test , which went pretty good.
But now comes the part of my school. Almost every teacher is aware by the fact that a student commited suicide but my great school can't even afford a 5 minute silence for her. I mean , aren't we talking about humanity everyday? seeing videos of humanity and being Aww.., doesnt create humanity in us, it speaks through our actions. The least i could expect from this shitty school of mine was to atleast consider her presence in this school all these years, she was an old student, doesnt the school has this much duty? Suicide isnt a thing to be set as an example, but not even paying respect to the person is just cruelty.
Not only this, Rumours.. that is the least you can afford to hear to at this moment. Many think that she had a boyfriend, some say she commited suicide doe to stress, her close friend says it was because of a guy. The least we can do is not pollute the image the girl had, and respect her no matter what her ways were.
